losing the us

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2nd yr... It has been quiet a while since i met him, since i`ve known him but i never thought that for a long time of being w/ him or should i say loving him, i still don`t know him, because he afraid to show the real him i thought that we were grow old and plan things in our lives. I know that there are so many things that sometimes i want to get my memory out of me so i won`t be able to get back on the times that me and him were so much in love w/ each other, the way he say the word that made me flatter and the way we hold each other`s hand, the moment he promised me that he will never leave me alone and that he will love me....FOREVER! (duh!!!) i put my trust in him but i never thought that this problem may come because i am so much tired of being neglected. All i wish is to be happy w/ the man i love, funny to think at this very young age, because he is the only man i gave my heart too. (QQ) But i know he never loved me because he never sure of what he feel for me. He need not to say sorry for not loving me for it would not be able to heal the wounds in my heart.


I love him so much that`s the only thing that has not changed. I had set him free even before i talk to him. It just that i can`t let go of my love for him. I have waited for him to come back, but i guess he afraid that i might reject him. I have waited for him to call but probably he never try to dial my number. Now that his gone, he also leaving me.




So i hope that he taking good care of his self for no one will care for him the way i do. I will miss him...



"I DID MY BEST BUT I GUESS MY BEST WANS`T GOOD ENOUGH" (JK)